It's hard to believe that the month of August is nearly gone and fall is just around the corner. The past few weeks have been sort of a roller coaster for me, it's been difficult staying ahead of the learning curve that's for certain!
A lot of stuff had been going on within the sunday school, mostly petty in my opinion, but there was some learning that needed to take place. We ended up having a meeting this past sunday to discuss a lot of things and honestly I am really thankful that we did. When we tend to wander out on our own and don't have anyone to hold us accountable about things, we then do whatever we want to. We should always consider how things appear to be regardless of what the truth might be. I spent so long not closely knit with people that it didn't matter what I was doing, or how it appeared. It is certainly a life adjustment for me, but honestly in a good way. Perhaps some things that they recommended were over the top for me, but all in all, I am very thankful to have a group of guys that care enough about me to do know what's going on in my life.
Being back home has been pretty difficult for me. Thankfully I was able to work a few days last week with David, but then I threw my back out on Friday. It's been tough to get around, thankfully I've had some hydrocodone, 350mg, which has been enough to take the edge off. After four months of being unemployed I am finally starting to realize how it takes it's toll on people, on myself. I have found myself extremely sensitive about some of the smallest things. I really don't know how people stay at home alone all day with nothing to do, minimal social interaction, feeling isolated, and manage to have a health mental well being!
I know there is a purpose for me not having a job yet, but jeeze, I'm done with it! I am wanting to work, for the sake of working, nevermind the fact of having to pay bills, I want some place to report to for work 5 days a week. I would work with David full time but they don't always need me, just depends on the kind of work that they are doing that day. I know everything will be worked out in its time, I just certainly didn't expect it to take this long.
The next few weeks should be pretty busy; I've moved/currently still moving things back into my moms and my dad and step mom will be moving from Richmond to Lynchburg in the next few weeks. It's going to be soo weird having my dad live here, I have not lived in the same town as him since I was in 5th grade. I must admit though, I am pretty excited about it!
Well that's all for now, oh wait, I was suppose to give a shout out to Nate, haha. Nate, I appreciate you man, you have done a lot for me over the past few weeks, and now you have officially made my blog!
Enjoy your day!
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