I think we all experience different mileposts in our lives where our perspectives start to change, just like our taste buds. We find ourselves loving cheesecake and asparagus after loathing it for 27yrs. It seems though that we always gain a taste for something that we didn't like when we were younger; sometimes though we lose the taste of something we once loved.
Lately I have just found myself being torn at the seams, concerned about how all these pieces will fit together. I know in the end everything will be hemmed back together, just not certain of what it is going to "look" like, or if I will be happy with that.
There is a point in life that we all start to see things for how they truly are. Perhaps it is because our parents can no longer protect us, maybe our pursuit of higher education causes us to reevaluate everything, or maybe because the media screams at us from every possible direction. I kind of wish that I could go back to those more innocent days, then I wouldn't have to deal with all the frustration and anger that I have towards certain entities.
I recently started doing some writing on this topic as an outlet for my frustration. It rather surprised me that I was writing something that basically exposed the evil of something I have lived so passionately towards: Christianity. People certainly know how to screw that up. I may post what I have written to my blog at some point but I want to be very cautious with how I do that, and what people take from it.
Anyway, more to come later
