Right, I can't complain about life. However, I do ask that those that read this please pray for me. I have been having to fight off feelings of loneliness. I pray that God takes those feelings away from me; can just be a bad place because that's when if you let your guard down for a min, you are sucked in!.... sucked into whatever the world has to offer.
I have been extremely disapointed in myself as of late. I have not been very faithful in doing my devotions and writing in my prayer journal. Wow. With that said, I GREATLY see a difference in my walk, my actions, and thoughts. God's spirit and presence is so infectious that it's like air, if you hold your breath for even a minute, your mind starts shutting down, going crazy. When we get out of the word for even a day, its like denying oxygen to our souls. The cool thing is that I recongize this and see the need to improve!
So today we had band practice. WOW. God is totally moving and blessing my talents for him, I can't wait to get some music recorded for people to hear it. There is soo much passion in it that u can't deny it! After practice I went and saw a band play in Wyndhurst, it was cool. Nice to spend some time with friends and meet some new folks.
Ok, landmark time. Im done acting like Im in a relationship; im not. So, with that being said, I'm going to start doing as I please, holding myself accoutable to God of course. I miss Jessica, but I can't keep holding back, I cant keep holding on. If its meant to be, it will be. Gods got the reigns on my life, and here we go!
Gnight folks!
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